..yesterday was okay..i came home after i picked up my cell phone and took sabrina to brandons then i went and saw my lovely Ferris brookeman do i love her! Today my parents went to this pool party thing at a friends house and took my sister..and i thought about this post...alot. I've decided this is my last post and i have so much to write about. Well I carefully thought about  this and whatever i wrtie..i write..im not gona go back and change anything for anyone cos this is it..I dont care WHO reads this or if it affends you ( i really doubt it will but yeh..)..but once i submit...im done with this..

One word can sum up my whole summer --wonderful-- theres no doubt in my mind that this was the best summer I ever had. I've done alot of maturing and growing up..i've gotten more responsibilites and i don't think im that girl that was always playing around and never serious anymore. I've done some absolutely stupid stuff, stuff thats impacted my life and stuff thats made me realize things. I remember at the beginning of the summer i was like "damn this summer is gona suck" but i was completely wrong about that. I've met soo many new people and i thank my friends for introducing me to them..and some of the people I've met...i've gotten pretty close with. There are these 3 girls that ive known for a while..not too long but ive gotten sooo close with them to where its not even funny...thank you kelleigh painter, kelly mayer and neelie rodgers for all the fun times during this summer.. i love yall dearly

-now i mean yeh my summer did have some drama in it...but whats the summer without a little bit of drama? that kinda makes it exciting you know? yeh i had some...about 4 times this summer but i dont wana go into detail cos it would take entirely too long so im just gona say what I've learned from all of it...People are gona talk shit regardless if they know you or not...i mean if they hear something...if its true or not....theyre gona just keep running their mouth..honestly..i think if you hear something about someone..ask that person..instead of being like "yeh omg did you hear about her and him"..and if its true..it is but you still have no reason to go tell someones business. but yeh thats one of the things I've learned this summer..But through all the drama and the shit being talked...I've had my close friends beside me right through it...and i wana say thank you to yall..hillary,ferris, and sabrina.

hillary..we've been through it all this summer...you name it...we've been through it. you've helped me grow...and i dont think i could have done it without you. thank you again and i love you

Ferris- i love you sooo much and i just want to say thank you for everything esp. the advice when i needed it. your like my only friend at Lwood haha and i would never think about trading you for anything. im looking forward to spending my junior and senior year with you my love

Sabrina Elizabeth-- where do i begin? out of all 11 summers i've spent with you..this was the absolute best..yeh i know i stayed in and out of trouble but once i got out...we was back at it haha thanks for all the great times and i love you

Like i said before and i will say again..This summer was the best so many great times..so many that it would take me forever to list em all. yeh i just realized that i didnt mention any guys..but trust me, i thank them too. speaking of guys..theres a particular one ive got to know this summer and be close with this summer. He's helped me grow and realize alot of things..our friendship wasn't just a typical friendship..it was more like..unique --yeh i really like that..he told me that "if you get a chance to do something..do it, cos the opportunity might not come back" so yeh I've been living on that saying for the past 2 months and yeh its got me in some trouble but its got more good things to come out of it then bad..im gona miss him terribly when school starts back..have you ever heard the quote "In every girls life, theres a boy she'll never forget and the summer where it all began?" -yeh hes def. my "boy" in the quote. i just got one more thing to say...thank you shane oxendine..for everything you've done for me...i think i'll miss you the most

well i guess this is my last post..for the summer and probably for a while..im just ready for school, ready to see everyone and how theyve changed over the summer..and im ready for everyone to see how much i've changed over the summer..and hopefully my junior year will top my summer and the past 2 years at lakewood.

"Being grown up isn't half as fun as GROWING UP..these are the best days of our lifes" --The Ataris

Currently Playing Here for the Party By Gretchen Wilson homewrecker see related

heylo everyone today is goin pretty good...i cant remember if i wrote in this thing yesterday or wednesday but i duno..it seems like a long time. haha but yeh yesterday wasnt the best..first i lost my Cell phone but dont worry i got it back this morningoh my gosh i was sooo excited i like kissed it and everything..i realized i dont care if i have a goony phone or not..i love my nextel but yeh..last night i spent the night with sabrina and sara came over..it was good i had a good time...we rented confessions of a teenage drama queen, daddy day care and eurotrip..i didnt watch the drama queen one or eurotrip i was soo tired...and kinda sad but i talked to ferris and i felt alot better...i really miss her but yeh...im not really sure what im doin today...probably a WHOLE LOT OF nothing haha oh and yesterday sabrina put highlights in my hair..whoa hahaha you cant see em with my hair pulled back..maybe thats a good thing? haha but i'll post later you guys! bye

i never get any comments any more and it kinda depresses me sike not really but i sure would love if someone left one though...

-i see in everyones info on AOL and like in theyre xangas they write things they love and hate..yeh well ima do that too..i know i wrote earlier like at the beginning of July about all the stuff i love but yeh i forgot what i wrote so im doin it again haha..

I love summer nights and going down by the pond and listening to the crickets, I love those long drives with kelleigh Painter, I love playing tennis with my raynetagne(hillary), i love putting my toes into sand at the beach, i love riding/driving jet skis, i love laying out, i love swimming, i love my CAR! haha, i love country songs...esp. old country songs, I love College Football season (GO COCKS), I love Lakewood baseball right along with carolina baseball, I love lakewood and the few of my friends that go there, I love my curly hair turk girl, I love how im in love with my german, I love it when people tell me how pretty my eyes are esp. when guys say it, i love brown eyed guys pref. with dark hair..but it really doesnt matter, i love stuff with the palmetto tree on it, i love the color LIME green, i love making pictures for people, I love rainy days, I love shaggy hair guys, I love kissing, I love talking before i go to bed at night, i love kelly mayer, i loved my fish, i love san jose, i love muddin, i love fishin with my dad in the fall, i love goin shoppin with my mom, i love my nephew michael, i love the movie OFFICE SPACE, i love the date July 31,2004, i love them college boys...--yeh i cant think of anything else haha

okay here i go with stuff that i hate: i hate liars, i hate people that like to start stuff or talk shit behind your back, I hate unloading the dishwasher, i hate cleaning my room, I hate driving behind people who leave their blinkers on, I hate having to clean fish with my dad, I hate reallyyyy cold days, i hate how people try to tell me what to do esp..when i know what im doin and how to do it, i hate when people doubt me and say im not that smart, I hate stepping on nut shells in my back yard, I hate it when the tv clicker wont change the channel, i hate how gay my computer is --haha, i hate how you'll get attached to something and it goes away.... --thats all i can think of

^thats alot haha but i'll probably post a lil later bye

"I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart."
- Meet Joe Black

yeh..i really like how someone changes my password....

well i really dont have much to say is that i dont think ima write as much as i use to...this thing starts stuff but i guess it could be my fault some considering im the one that writes in it but i should be able to write whatever i want but yeh..im def. not goin there....

well today i didnt do much...me and sabrina went to walmart and ate at zaxbys then just rode around..we went to intimidators then to shanes house for a bit...then me and sabrina went back to her house and she colored my hair...you really cant tell that i did but oh well...but right now im babysitting so maybe i should go check on my little sister. bye yall